frustration

[written in pen with lots of crossing out]
Okay, the dreams I have been having are not dreams that I want you [my teacher? my dreams class?] or anyone else to know about. I will not write them down because people spy into journals. If I think of a dream or day dream of a nature which, if gestalted, would not reveal every thing about me to the class, I will write it. I hope I don’t get a bad grade for keeping myself to myself. [Jeez, no wonder I was alienated from my peers; what 14 year old talks like this?] (sorry ’bout the mess)